Belief

Some days in your life you just lose faith in everything. You just want to sit alone and do your work and that's it. You want to shut yourself from everything that is close to you, and not because they have wronged you or said something bad to you, but just because you need time to replenish yourself. Similar to the batteries of a cellphone, our inner sould needs recharge too. It also needs to shut all the functions, and go on silent mode and rest for some time to be able to work again with conviction. There are endless troubles of the world. In all the hustle and bustle, i personally feel that though I have not been able to achieve what I deserve, but I have always got a lot of love from everyone. And this love I return to people around me.

A friend just messaged me about faith, but the friend did not understand that I have lost all faith long back. These days I just do not have faith on anyone except God. God, I do have faith in him, as he is not visible, not present. I have lost all faith in things which exist - in love, friendships. I only seem to have a likeability towards pain or people in pain. I want to talk to them so that I could be be of some help in easing away the pain. Apart from that no other emotion is felt.

A few friends of mine cried while listening to a song. Strangely I did not, I have kind of become numb to pain too.

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